Summer has brought with it a few changes.

First, I am no longer obsessed with Cillian Murphy, which is probably the weirdest thing of all. It may have all transferred over to Joe Gordon-Levitt (who will be starring as the Cobra Commander [OH YES HE DOES...er, IS] in G.I. Joe and one of the two leads in 500 Days of Summer, EEP). So, while I still think Murphy's an amazing actor and way too pretty to be legal (and I'd kidnap him in a second, yes I would)...that's mostly over and done with.
...Although Foxy and I still need to celebrate his birthday.
D':

Second, I've got a job, which as you can imagine takes up more of my free time than I'd like. I'm working concessions at a theater. It's actually pretty fun, minus the fartsy old people and ridiculously insane kids who come in with their oh-so-irritated mothers ordering fifty kajillion popcorns and expecting me to have them ready like that.
-sigh-

Third(ly), I'm trying to change some things about myself. I'm annoying, clingy, and way too self-centered, and I figure summer's a good time to try and be...well, different. Less obnoxoius. More self-reliant. And a little less selfish. So happy times there. :3

And I'm a senior. Officially. Which is pretty damn scary. I'm running out of time to do all the fun stuff I wanted to get done in high school, or at least before I go off to college and have to be mature. And I also have to move soon; double-terrifying. I don't want to live on my own. Or, at least, I want my parents to make me feel like I'm living alone, but I want my mom to still help me cook and do laundry and...yeah. DDDX

Some of you may be asking, "Emma, you silly goose, why put all of this in a note on dA? Don't your friends already know this, and do you really want all the creepy stalkers out there to know your personal information?" Well, DAD, that's not really the purpose of this note; I didn't write it to share my personal jazz with all of you, unless you really cared. I just wrote all that 'cause I was bored.
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No, the real reason is that I'm going out of my fucking mind trying to write. I'm involved in a few roleplays, as usual, of course, and they're awesome, fun, etc., but that's it. I haven't written anything legitimate since the short stories I put in Chalkdust, my school's creative writing publication that comes out once a year. That was MONTHS ago.
I need help.
More, I need inspiration.
And you guys can give me it, I know you can.

Single words, phrases, entire ideas...PLEASE, I'm begging you guys, give me something. If I want to be serious about this whole writing thing, I need practice. Even if I just keep it as as hobby my whole life, which is probably what I'm going to do, I'd still like to get better. So lend a girl a hand...if you'd be so generous. ;3